Thursday, May 13, 2004

Didn't I already do this yesterday?

So here it is, nearly 5 again, I've been trying to lay out this plan all day, again, and the boss-man comes by and starts it from scratch- AGAIN! And what he drew won't work in anything more precise than bigfatSharpie, because there are columns in the middle of everything. And he's left things out. And the exiting doesn't work. And I hate architecture.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Nothing to Give

I can't say I've been investing a whole lot in the new job. I'm trying my best to work hard, but minimally so- I'll work from 8 to 6, scheduled hours, that's it. I haven't brought any personal items to work to put on my desk. Though there are more people my age here, when happy hour rolls around, I don't really want to go. The socializing just doesn't seem that important.

The opportunity to do new things in my career field is just serving to reinforce the notion that I don't belong in this career.